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Apr. 29th, 2015 @ 08:44 am Looking through the depths of the internet
My mood: complacentcomplacent
really just posting on this thing so it stays active...

I have downtime right now before school starts...grad school. Little Kendall never knew she would write THAT on here.

I thought it would be fulfilling to re-read everything I wrote on here but I was a terrible speller, boring story teller, and cared about clothes so damn much!! The comments were the most interesting parts to me, very proustian.
Dec. 24th, 2005 @ 05:49 pm (no subject)
sooo x-mas eve is today!!!!! I have ot go to church tonight which sucks. I wish I stillb elieved in santa. that was so mcu fun. now i just get stressed out becuase of all the present giving and getting. I feel so bad for my mom and dad who have to get all these presents. okkk well. hm. I wana go to japan. so bad
Jul. 12th, 2005 @ 10:55 am (no subject)
I havent written in here for sometime because im at xanga now. sorry lj youve been dumped. well i doubt anyone goes here anymore. uh right im bored. there is nothing to dooo. Maybe ill go watch fantasia. cooool.
Jun. 13th, 2005 @ 03:59 pm Miller school
My mood: workingworking
Tune of the moment: paige is watching pricess adventure something
well I would be writing in my xanga but these computers at miller have that thing where you cant visit certain sites. its so annyoing. I know I did very well on both western civ and bio. okay well I need to go study for math. I love this keyboard. Later tonight I might go over talene's to review. toodles.
ps its scorching outside luck I have ac here. at miller. not at home. its probably like 100 degreese now.
Jun. 11th, 2005 @ 02:01 pm finals :(
My mood: workingworking
Tune of the moment: Buterfly - crazy town
okay well I kinda messed up my livejournal because I tried to make a new one and then I gave it the same email and it just doesn't let me make a new background.setup thing. Well I tred to start up a xanga but thats still under construction.  Over the summer I will have ample time to fix that up.  So final are underway.  English happened on friday and I think I did well.  Monday is by far the hardest day.  although the others are hard too.  Monday is bio and western civ.  So far I think I'm off to a good start with bio.  I understand all the concepts and all the vocab I know.  Just the little things that worry me like if we have to know stuff like acetyl-coa.  Little things like that.  Elijah made a study guide for it and it musat of taken him a long time, then he sent it to like everyone in the class. Westernciv will be also very difficult.  I dont understand what were studing.  I know its the middle ages  but I dont know what countrys are involved.  Like I have no idea where the holy land is and I get it mixed up with other time periods.  I knows its like englan and frace I think and there was feudalism which fell perfectly insync with the manorial system.  And thats about all I know.  math will be easy because math is just something if you did well all thoughout the year all you have to do is review and you remember it all.  Spanish will be pretty much impossible .  I still have to go to http://go.hrw.com and I hope they have a whole year review on there.  Tomarrow I'm going to my first mexico meeting.  And I can ask the person whos taking us to help me because shes fluent.  Yesterday I went over julias and then to the mall with talene and julia.  I got some thing.  I bought a really cute swim suit from american eagle for only $6.50.  It's so cute.  Well right now I'm juat taking a break from studing because latly thats basicly been my life.  My dad got me a phone for my room!  It has ringtones.  I'm sure allot of people already have rongtones on their home phone.  3 more days.  Its so unreal that school is going to end.  I really dont want it to.  This summer I'm going to try to keep bussy.  Me nina julia and talene came up with a way we can all kinda stay in touch.  Were writing in a diary over the summer then before school starts were going to read them to eachother.  Its not like were staying in touch but its a good idea.  Its kinda like sisterhood of the traveling pants.  That theme song is so good.  Julia downloaded it and I love it. 
Jun. 4th, 2005 @ 08:55 pm 8 more days

havent written in here for a while.  well yesterday went to talenes and act 1 night. was fun and then today I bacisly did homework.  Tonight I was supost to go to the track teem sleep over but like none of the freshmen are going...and im really tired..but I still might go.  Thinking about getting a new layout but i suck with those soo my site might be ugly for a while.

Jun. 2nd, 2005 @ 10:24 am (no subject)
At school in studyhall.  This weekend was so much fun.  okay going to the nurse....haha because julias wrist is craking?
May. 27th, 2005 @ 11:24 pm finaly friday
My mood: draineddrained
Tune of the moment: honest mistake - The Bravery

not much has changed since last entry except today is friday.  I think I know one of the reasons I've been having sucha bad week.  this is just part of it but its because I cant run.  this kinda will sound wierd but I get all my anger out in running hard and fast.  And plus when you do a sport where you move allot your brain releases a chemical that equalizes everything and when you suddently stop you go in to mood swings.  This year has deffinatly got to end though.  Even though I dont have much to look foreward to in the summer I need time to sit on my roof and tan... re-organize my room... download new music.. just stuff like that.  my dad got back from holland today too!!  I was so happy he got me a shirt and chocolate.  the chcolate is ver geut. I also got a euro! I'm so tired but I cant fall asleep.  I need to have like a tv in my room and fall asleep to a show.


They don't mean a thing to you
They move right through you
Just like your breath
But sometimes
I still think of you


May. 26th, 2005 @ 10:20 pm only fucking thursday
My mood: draineddrained
Tune of the moment: Honest Mistake
this week has been pretty much bad new after bad news after bad news.  cant wait for the weekend.  I need time to just catch up and gain control over my life again ya know?  well ones more day and hopefully it will go by quickly.  dont feel like writing in here becuase everything thats happeneing to me isnt stuff i wana sharee online because thats stupid and everyone will read it.
May. 22nd, 2005 @ 10:09 am last day of the weekend :(
My mood: workingworking
so far this weekend hasn't much of a weekend.  I've been doing work basicly the whole time.  Mostly science.  but also english is this thing where we have to find 8 passages in the odyssey where the book like helped us? or something and I didn't really read much of it so I'm in a little bit of trouble.  And we had a whole packett to do for wc which I did lastnight and then math test on monday.  I'm really worried about my shin. I dont think it will be better in time for fciacs.  I hate racing.  god damn.  I'm getting nervous just thinking about it.  Poppy and grandma came over yesterday with my moms aunt and uncle.  Poppy embarreses me so freaken much.  anyways oc is over.  how sad.  This season finale wasn't as good as last years.  Finals are comming up. ahhh.  I think spanish will be the hardest.  I guess I can meet with my tutor sometimes but she teachs me spanish in ralation to english.  Like its hard to explain but she teachs the grammar or spanish and how you like conjugate the verb and stuff but in class mrs carress teachs it like if the verb ends in ar you change it.  Its really hard to explain but they teach the same thing two complely different ways.  I saw A series of unfortunate events last night.  It was alright.  I really want to know the ending of the series.  todays discusting out.  I shoulda gone outside yesterday and saved some more work for today. Lately I've had such trouble sleeping.  I cant sleep much past 8 on weekends even if I go to bed at like 2. I'm so exausted but I cant fall asleep.  nothing much else so I am gunna start on english although I have no idea what I'm doing.
May. 16th, 2005 @ 10:30 am 21days
My mood: disappointeddisappointed
in study hall. bored. I have bio for the hour. great. umm kinda in a not good mood today. Just everything I do doesn't seem right. I have a track meet today. I think its the last one. I missed the team picture because I was at a sectional. yeah I really am not ready for the week. 21 days an counting. I need to find like another camp to go to this summer. Or something to do. Because I dont have ac so its too hot to do anything. So I need a pool. And like something to doooo. Ah right kerri will be able to drive me so we can like go to somewhere. And do stuff. Becuase there is so much to do around here. haha random memory. me and julia were outside a like 10 last year and we were taking ollie out to go crap. and ollie started to run and he pulled julia down and she like fell of a stone wall. haha it was really funny. sally sells sea shells by the sea shore.
May. 12th, 2005 @ 07:20 pm (no subject)
its all okay guys i found my cell phone